Yay! Finally get the time to update my blog!!!

But I'm so screwed cuz I have ALOT of work to do, but I'm still online. Hehe.

Anyways, I went to India twice in 2009. One with my College and one with my famiy. First, my trip with my college!

Went there for 11 days and 10 nights. But the first day not counted lah. Our flight was at 11.55pm at night, 5 mins to midnight. Before we borded the plane it's already day 2 =.= Took Jet Airways, steward very hot. Hahaha. Good entertainment but cannot sleep cuz we were all the back. Super noisy. Dinner served at 1am somemore. Where can sleep one?

So we reached Delhi at 2am local time after a 5 hour flight. First reaction when all of us stepped out of the plane "OMFG so cold". It was only about 12 degrees C then and it was set to get worse. Went down to 8 degrees C one night. Cannot tahan, so practically ran to the hotel.


The whole trip was OK, couldn't remeber much of it except that on the last day, we went to Rajasthan, which is 6 hours away from Delhi. The next day was our flight back to SG. We were schduled to reach the hotel at 10pm, but because of a bloody traffic jam, we reached at 3am. We had to report that same day at 4am so we will be on time for our flight =.=

So, Picturesss:








Ok, I'm getting way too lazy. So off to the more imporatant trip: India with my family! *hint hint*

Yeap, so went to India again with my parents but satyed there for only 20 days.
Important events: My cousin turned 1, I learnt to drive in 3 (that's right, 3) days and Cricket Dude came over. Totally made my trip extra worthwhile.

So my cousin turned 1 last year, but he REFUSES to let me or my mum (or anyone for that matter) carry him!!! So picky sia. But he will only go to people who will eventually go out. He abosolutely hates the house. Hahaha. But he is ALWAYS smiling, which is the absolutely most adorable thing ever!!!

Celebrated birth day, blah blah. Very lazy to type leh.

Oh yah, forgot about the issue of marriage. I know one very distant relative who's getting married when she's 19 (and absolutely stunning). I had a childhood friend who I've never seen in 10 years but she's about 2 year older than me. She's been married 2 years. And the relative's younger sister who is 16, is already engaged. And the best part is, she convinced her mum to engage her and the guy she's only seen in a photo. I am so tempted to ask how is it they can agree to arranged marriage.

Got a video on India's answer to the Singapore FLyer. Didn't get on it though, scared later it break then roll to another state.



But I have an incredibly important person to introduce! But he's not alone (with me) lah, got my grandma/mum/uncle/his friend in the frame =.=

Ok, a before photo from 3 years back, if you can see:


And then the most incredible transformation ever:


Where to people transform until like that one!? He lost all his baby fats, grew taller, became more muscular and pierced his ear! He's the one on the ectreme right by the way. The one on the left is his classmate, who is completely scared of my dad. Hahaha!

Comparison time! ME and Vani think he looks exactly like Bharath. It's a really bad editing on my part, but I'm really tired.



Hahaha. Funny sia, Bharath is like overshadowed by CD.

I still remember how I found out that he was in town and was crashing at my place. I was sitting on the swing inside the hall, my back facing the door and my uncle was standing up also facing the door, talking to my grandma and me about something. Then all of the sudden my uncle screams

I look around and see that my uncle is somehow off the ground and arms flailing around (hahaha!). Then he touches the ground and there stands this huge figure. I look closer and then: Heart atttack in 3...2...1. OMFG IT'S HIM! And then I smiled like an idiot for God knows how long because his presence was like finding crude oil when you flush the toilet.

And just when I thought I could get over a crush, he comes and then rekindles the feelings again, and add oil to the fire somemore! I have never felt anything so strong before, given my notorious record for crushes. Sigh...

So we went to the beach (not alone by ourselves, DAMMIT) and took some photos on my uncle's cam and managed to kope them. Printed them somemore.





As you can see, I'm doing everything possible to inch closer to him. Hahah.

The amazing thing is, he's the exact same personality type as me.
He is sarcastic, very stubborn, playful, joker and hates fish. Very very like me. AND AND AND: He wants to study Media too! Wait, there's more: my dad is completely smitten by him. Wahaha.

Oh shit, I think my uncle has kind of gotten the clue. Wahlao, so dead if he knows, cuz he will never let go about it.

Anyway, I have honestly never felt an attraction so strong. It's like "stop thinking about him already" or "stop staring at him!". He's always subconsciously in my head and I have to put in a lot of effort to push him out. He just won't go. To make matters worse, he always appears in my dreams, as hot a ever.

Ok, cheesy girl blogging. Turn away if you're feeling sick after reading the previous paragraph. I'm about to pour my heart out.

In like dunno how many years, I have never ever had such a strong liking for someone else. Especially given my previous record, my feelings are practically boiling in the pit of my stomach. It's so damn strong.

I have never ever wanted to pour out my feelings to anyone I've liked, but with him, it's at the tip of my tongue. But I've never talked to him before. So it's a mad struggle while we were in the same house. At one point, I even pitied myself because I'm such a coward for never approaching such a matter head on.

I've never talked to him and yet, his presence is just comforting. Sounds absolutely cheesy but I feel like I've known him for very long. I feel another long-term crush coming on. God save me, cuz I've suffered enough.

I want to tell him so badly and yet, I'm afraid. How the heck will I get myself out of this rut? It helped so much that the TNFs were there when I needed them the most. They were my voice when I was too afraid to speak. Now who will speak for me when I'm in some far flung nation?

I'm feeling this new kind of feeling in my tummy. It's not butterflies, it's something rearing to come out from hiding. Wonder what the feeling's called.

I need help and I hope he sees this:


Sigh, I'm in love with him lah! Fuck Fuck Fuck.
Dude, I really hope you see this man.